I want to hear something from you..I want to know your plans and the decisions that you made. why is it so hard for you to tell me what you truly feel. Just say it no hard feelings. Just be true to yourself and I will accept it with my whole heart even it is painful or not. Do not be afraid tell me and things will be ok. just tell me…..
rj…
WHEN I’M ALONE:
….Bakit ganto ung feeling ang hirap nung umpisa palang..parang lahat nagbago sa isang iglap. Yung halos everyday iniisip muh sya=( hindi kuh alam gagawin ko!! na mimiss kuh na siya sobra..naiiyak na kuh as in to the maximum level na..gusto kuh sya makita kahit mayakap kuh lang siya ok na Urrhh!! Nakakaparanoid!!! Over!! </3 I am thinking of going to their house and surprise him with my warm hug but it seems someones pulling me back maybe its the feeling of Rejection from you .. =( I want to see you jeff!!!
WHEN I THINK DEEPER:
…Looking at you from a far its seems that your happy and I am happy for you=) TRUE! .. I do not want to destroy your concentration because I know you’re starting again to build up your faith and I do not want to ruin it. I know that your so eager to follow him and do his will. I agree with that because that is the right thing to do. This is one of the reason’s why I’m restraining my self to see you because I know that I am the one who is pulling you back. So I am doing the same thing putting all my trust in him and the future that he may bring.
..raychelle..
..Want to move out from this place and be alone for sometime!..ALONE
things are getting messed up again and again!! I’m really trying to fix things up but its always like this!!. I really don’t know what to do. I want to take control of the situation but its so damn hard to figure out what step to take!! I’m so STUPID!!.
..Ray!!.
Sometimes EFFORTS become EFFORTLESS when that someone you want to impress doesn’t care… darrn!!
Ray..=(
(Source: klein-jeen, via maaademoiselle)
..Life is like a game sometimes you need to loose to see what you have and what is left for you. It’s not how fast you get to the finish line but you need to understand and think logically for every step you make. Sometimes losing is an option Yes! =) its true! its hard! its more challenging! and More fun!. In this game of life you need to be strong even you feel so alone and nobody cares. The struggles that we encounter in life and the chances that are given to us to start all over again are trail ways to help us stand up and carry on in life.
..Sometimes you need to be all alone to reflect and to see what is truly happening all around you because at the end we our the only who can say that its Game over and I am finally at the finish line!!
..ray cups.=)
I know I might mess up and tell you I don’t want you anymore, I’m lying. I know I’ll probably push you away. And I know I’m annoying and will probably piss you off. But don’t give up on me. Give me time. Because if you don’t give up on me, I won’t give up on you either. The longer you wait, I’ll wait too. Just don’t give up.
(via isaeinz)
Staying in love. Sometimes, staying in love is one of the hardest things to do. Especially when you’ve been a couple for a really long time now. Sometimes, the “spark” doesn’t stay that long. It just goes away. What do we mean by “staying” in love? It’s when two people still love each other like it’s their first day as lovers. This is the secret of long-term couples. Those whom we can say that they’ll grow old together. These are the people who know when to swallow their pride for the one they love. Staying in love is one thing that you should protect, because once it starts to fade, it’s hard to bring the sparks back.
(Source: ayynakufarinapauline, via isaeinz)
einzmister asked: Hey, I miss you so much! Check chellefers on your tracked tags, I have posted something for you last week, so you can read it.
